kristindavid

you are so lucky that i have class, tons of patience... and pity for a very unfortunate, sorry excuse for a human being, you.

that one day you'll wake up complete numb - devoid of feelings?

Yes, it's hard to know that he will never be yours... that he belongs to somebody else... that every kiss and touch is not yours alone. It's hard to accept that you will never be together. So what you do is you party hard and fill your system with alcohol. You get it on with the hottest person you can get your hands on just to prove to yourself that you can get be happy without him. But, when the music stops playing, when you've smoked your last stick, drank your last drop of beer, and you're walking in a dim alley with the crisp dawn air against your face and you're in your car, you can't help but realize that there is no one else for you bu